Happiness

Since I last posted a lot has happened in my life, I moved to the UK and I started year 12. I met some of the best people I’ve ever met and I think I can say I’m happy, finally, I’ve been wanting so say it for ages but it didn’t feel right, I needed to get out of that town and when I finally did, I was free and I felt different. Meeting those people affected me more than anything has, in these two weeks I’ve done so much, I’ve integrated myself into a group of people who I would be proud to call friends and I love every single one of them. I’ve also found myself falling for my best friend in that group, we where hanging out more and more and spending time alone with each other and well we ended up asking each other out... I’ve never been happier!!

A small life update

Since I last wrote here a lot of things have happened, but I would like to share the most important ones.

·I've been trying to be more sociable and hang out with friends and family, and it's been working out just fine. I still have trust issues though so I try to be cautious with what I say or do. Even though I'm still paranoic and sometimes I think my friends just hang out with me because they feel sorry for me, I try my best to enjoy myself.

·This summer I got mmy diving licence so I can now rent or buy diving gear and go diving whenever I want!!

·Something happened that made me very, very proud of myself: I saw a woman that I hadn't seen in a few years and she told me that I looked amazing and really different, that now I smiled more and I loooked more healthy. This made me think how much better I've gotten over the last few years and that I also feel better, something that I'd never noticed.

So to summarise: I'm doing much better, I'm feeling much happier, I'm glad I'm still alive.