Hi, my name is Georgina, I’m
sixteen years old and I live in Spain. Right now I’m going through a rough
period in my life, it’s not really that bad, and I’m just overdramatic and
anxious. I really need to get better at doing the things I need to do but I don’t
know how. My parents are trying to help me by taking my phone away and things
like that, but it doesn’t really help to be honest, because I basically get distracted
by everything, I procrastinate when I’m supposed to be studying or doing
homework. I know I shouldn’t do this but I honestly can’t help it. Right now I’m
in class and this is another way I procrastinate, writing things. Maybe this is
good for me but I’m supposed to be doing other things, everyone else is doing
homework and I’m here typing away on my computer and the teacher doesn’t even
give a single shit. I can’t physically vent so this is how I do it instead!! It
might be extremely annoying to me when I find this in a few months but maybe I can
at least laugh about it….. Anyway, my friends don’t talk to me like they used
to, I feel lonelier every day, and I only hang out with the same 3 people, not
even every day!! I’m very annoyed by that because it’s not what I’d pictured as
a child but you never know…. My life is
better than it was a few years ago, but not as good as it was last year. I wish
I could turn back time sometimes and do some things better but, alas, that’s
only a thing of fiction, and I am not, sadly, a character in one of my favourite
books. If I was, I’d be a powerful, independent woman who doesn’t need anyone
to be happy and I shouldn’t and maybe I don’t but, blimey, it’s so much better
to live with a few friends by your side, the kind that are always there for you,
and are there to support you no matter what, that’s the kind of friends
everyone needs, and the ones I believe I deserve, for I think I deserve some
long lasting happiness right about now, since I’ve had a bad run and now it’s
time to get better. I crave a fresh start and that’s one of the reasons I want
to go to university in another country, it’s a new start in a new place, alone.
